i'm overwhelmed with an immense desire to just envelope dan with a hug. i love him so much. :'(

EEEP!!! One minute!

https://i.ibb.co/RpRxsFt/B93-BA037-006-A-4629-81-BB-8-D3-C7-B03-C386.jpg Perhaps each door opens to a vignette of “what ifs” had Dan embraced his sexuality/ discovered Pride earlier… hoping the last door is Phil, just as he is, because some things were always meant to be… :prideheart2: Ew. This pos...

If this gets Phil to become the salt and pepper king he was always meant to be? I may simply pass away.

Additional background items: Prayer plant on a stump, cactus cushion and blanket in the left corner, lava lamp and golden pig on table behind, 2 tatinof cubes and angry face cushion up on very top of shelf/bed situation, Briony's fish painting behind bed. 0:11- Fold down bed reveal, I wondered if t...

I think a very big reason as to why they would chose to rent two apartments is for work/life balance. When they moved in 2017, Dan was on his journey to actively work on his mental health. Working from home is not always easy but throw in your work requiring your house to essentially become a filmi...

I'm incredibly impatient and want fresh Dan youtube content now.

Interviews about his book are lovely and all, but I feel like I've heard the same 5 thoughts a million times now. Is that terrible of me? Feel like I should appreciate what we have.

Also. Um. I miss Phil.

dan really did go full customerservicedepartment on cindy, huh?

...and another!!! https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8ndCrQGprR8 https://thebookofman.com/mind/mental-health/daniel-howell-on-depression-and-how-to-get-through/ Is this the first time either of them actually acknowledged that they moved into the filming flat? (11:20 ish) omg I think it is! that's amaz...

another podcast appearance (with video) - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PcGT3jskOZM http://danicapatrick.com/podcast/daniel-howell Danica's not like... my favorite interviewer ever imho. But precisely because of that... this was SUCH an interesting one to listen to. If you only pick one of Dan's ...

dan is a good egg who deserves the whole world.

that is all.

Re: the "friend" comment.... I watched the haircut video with a friend of mine who is aware of this particular fandom I'm in and she blatantly mentioned how thrown off she was by them calling each other "friend", but I was surprised to find I hadn't even really noticed. I'm so us...

things! stuff! all the dan interviews and content! there is this podcast that seems to have come out today. it's a nice, short listen: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/81-daniel-howell/id1448356620?i=1000522024437 not too much new stuff learned, but i enjoyed it nonetheless! also some of you ar...

Question for the people who have read/started to read the book: without spoilers, do you think it’s the type of book that will work well as an audio book? I’m kind of tempted to get the audio version when it releases since my physical copy is going to be arriving late but idk how well self-help wor...

I'm watching the Dan and John Green book event and I just really love their dynamic together. I love John in general so I'm biased there but I love the mutual admiration. same same same same same and john green genuinely loving this book? bookmarking it? i just... :loveeyes: :loveeyes: :loveeyes: :...

I'm just gonna go ahead and gently place this quote (directly out of Dan's mouth) right over here for you all to, uh, do with as you see fit:

"I'm a good top. Just… the bottom. People might want it, but it’s not there."

"Through all the little existential crises, you've been there feeding me snacks." EW. I love them.

pardon me while i pass out:

idk what to say. because i'm actually crying a little. first of laughter... but then that ending? yeah i'm full blown emotional. these are actual tears. as a result of an AP video. omg.

I think Dan exaggerated how much of himself he put into this book. Maybe it's because I'm a stan (and a ~Dannie~ at that), but like... I knew 50% of the anecdotes he offered up from his own life. And all-in-all the parts about himself maybe covered 10% of this book? (I'm estimating here. If I have ...

Oh, god. That Phil IG story made no sense to me (despite LOVING IT) until it hit me that Phil sent the message. These two married assholes... I love them so much.

I think Dan exaggerated how much of himself he put into this book. Maybe it's because I'm a stan (and a ~Dannie~ at that), but like... I knew 50% of the anecdotes he offered up from his own life. And all-in-all the parts about himself maybe covered 10% of this book? (I'm estimating here. If I have ...

I "read" through the book really speedily last night (flipping for the good shit, ya know?) and then started it properly. Got through "This Night" before falling asleep. So, here are some immediate, but probably incomplete, thoughts: What's really noticeable to me - though I shou...

An anecdote from my day that you can do with as you see fit: Today, I walked into my local B&N, asked for "You Will Get Through This Night", they found it for me, and I bought it.

So, ya know.... Reach for the stars?