No offense (okay, I mean all offense) but I literally just requested to have my username changed and someone started up drama. I'm not the one starting it up and I know you all have a vendetta (rightfully) against me but you literally forget I'm human sometimes lol.Gnosia wrote:Charlie, give it a rest. If you're so concerned about who's saying what about you and why then forget the username change and keep to a social circle you can agree with instead of writing missives about people allegedly judging you when you do a good enough job of doing the very same back as it is. There's a world of forums and groupchats out there where you can broaden your horizons beyond IDB if the members here bother you that much.wolfgutscharlie wrote:That too! Especially when they moan about me in their groupchats for breathing.IckleMissMayhem wrote:Strange. It's your username that makes you cringe, not, say, interacting with the judgmental mothers that have nothing else to do with their spare time on here?wolfgutscharlie wrote:Can you change my name to 'goldsaucer' please? I cringe every time I log onto here with this awful username.
although the fact you keep returning to both the subject and the site says enough on its own.
I understand why people are offended (I'd be too in some cases) but honestly it's none of their business where I like to post and what I like to post. If I want to post on GuruGossip and make a passing comment on my opinions of the people (which isn't even behind your backs, I allow myself to be criticised by you because I posted it publicly) I wouldn't be so judgmental if every time I posted they went off on me in the slack chat (behind my back, because that's so mature), and I know this because I had a friend who'd send me screenshots every time they do it. Spreading misinformation about me, calling me an attention seeker, etc.
You do realise what that does to someone who has mental health issues (and possible autism) due to bullying, right? I'm not trying to tell my whole life story on this forum because it's off topic, unnecessary and many other things but everyone has always been so quick to judge me/base their opinions off of misinformation (which is what I used to do with Dan and Phil but realised it was dumb and harmful).
If people would have spoken to me months ago nicely (for example when I ran that stupid blog), I'm sure I'd have a different attitude towards everyone and vice versa. I'd also like to remind you that I was 13 when I did the majority of my stupid shit, which isn't an excuse but you are expecting me to have the same maturity levels as everyone on this forums (20 year olds).
I am quite aware what sites I could go to, but this forum, despite me not liking the majority (I say majority, it isn't, it's only a few select people but it's easier to not single anyone out) it is a good forum.
And it's specifically for Dan and Phil. Which is great. I'm not 100% fond of using said forum because I'm more for criticism (aka why I go on the cursed site gurugossip, yeah, sorry) than compliments. The main reason I want to change my username is because I'm trying to *slowly erase myself* from the internet, and charlieskies fan accounts are just.. no.
I'm not trying to guilt trip anyone (or maybe I am wooo #conspiracy), I am just pointing out things everyone seems to forget. Now, can we continue this thread back onto actual username requests instead of arguing? It's boring.