hi guys, long time no see ! (ok not actually that long but oh well)
just want to share how more amazed by 2018! phil lester i am every day. it's all small and seemingly meaningless things but with every new selfie, ig story, dirty joke and small touches in gaming vids, we've come to the point where 2016 phil now feels like a bit of a stranger, a completely watered down & filtered version of him, like he only let us see a weak 5% of his real self. and damn. have we been missing out. because i love this phil so much
and i get why he was that way and i mean he has every right to share as little as he wants on the internet but right now he's opening up and i'm LIVING
. especially in the last couple of months, he's glowing with confidence,and being more charming and funny than ever and it's so noticeable and great.
tl,dr; just me very elaborately crying over that ig story because he looks good af