Phanfiction recs to warm us on lonely nights
- mysterylovescompany
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This is a kinda long one; intense, but with a happy ending. Pay attention to the archive warnings (there is also depression and attempted suicide). I don't think it's really in character and it reads more like original fiction than a phanfic to me, but I really liked it.
Absolutely Lovely by Autumn_Kismet
His friends and family think he's acting strange, they're worried that he's depressed again, but Dan doesn't see it. The only thing he sees is the new guy at school, the quirky one with the black hair and stunning blue eyes, and that's bad. So bad... because he likes him, and Dan can't like him. Dan can't be gay. He'll lose his family, he'll lose his friends... he'll become just like his father, and that's the last thing that he wants in the entire world. It's a scary thought that he doesn't think will ever go away and if there's the possibility of that happening, of him becoming the disgusting monster that his father was, or is, then maybe the world is better off without him, regardless of what PJ's dad, his mum's new husband, has to say.
Absolutely Lovely by Autumn_Kismet
His friends and family think he's acting strange, they're worried that he's depressed again, but Dan doesn't see it. The only thing he sees is the new guy at school, the quirky one with the black hair and stunning blue eyes, and that's bad. So bad... because he likes him, and Dan can't like him. Dan can't be gay. He'll lose his family, he'll lose his friends... he'll become just like his father, and that's the last thing that he wants in the entire world. It's a scary thought that he doesn't think will ever go away and if there's the possibility of that happening, of him becoming the disgusting monster that his father was, or is, then maybe the world is better off without him, regardless of what PJ's dad, his mum's new husband, has to say.
- mysterylovescompany
- philussy
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- This will rot your teeth http://archiveofourown.org/works/4246995

- mysterylovescompany
- philussy
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Good grief over half the posts on this page are mine but I just read this really lovely fic where Dan goes on a holiday to Italy with his family. oqua, you might like it.
in this town of glass and eyes by fairytalelights
in this town of glass and eyes by fairytalelights
- spaceguitar
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This is incredible! I love it. I haven't been so emotional over a fanfic in ages.mysterylovescompany wrote:Good grief over half the posts on this page are mine but I just read this really lovely fic where Dan goes on a holiday to Italy with his family. oqua, you might like it.
in this town of glass and eyes by fairytalelights
This isn't a phanfiction rec, but I don't really know where else to ask. What do you guys think the first ever "phanfic" was? The earliest i've read was dated back to 2011 and I haven't done a lot of digging but there's got to be ones before that. I remember Dan saying in a pretty old liveshow that he read a fic where him and Phil were pokemon trainers and then continued to make a joke about the author's incorrect choice of which pokemon they'd choose. I know a lot of you have been reading fanfiction (harry potter, etc) and watching since around the beginning, so if you know any super old ones please tell me
- alittledizzy
- actual demon phannie

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don't count in your head by spacecattle - fantastic fic about Dan and Phil having a conversation (and shots) when Dan decides to drop out of uni
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The writing of this was so good, so I checked out the author and they wrote the one of the best fics I've ever read- Ecclesiastic.The writing was fantastic, and I could imagine Dan and Phil in this situation and saying the things they said.alittledizzy wrote:don't count in your head by spacecattle - fantastic fic about Dan and Phil having a conversation (and shots) when Dan decides to drop out of uni
- alittledizzy
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home is where the wifi connects automatically by oqua - no one does family angst like oqua (go go go, go read it right now)
- Lain
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Read it and adored it. There's something about Oqua and angst.alittledizzy wrote:home is where the wifi connects automatically by oqua - no one does family angst like oqua (go go go, go read it right now)

- SquishPhan
- capita£ester
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Yes! This was so good.alittledizzy wrote:home is where the wifi connects automatically by oqua - no one does family angst like oqua (go go go, go read it right now)
Damn. My eyes were feeling twitchy from about 1/3 of the way through and things didn't improve lol. This was really goodalittledizzy wrote:home is where the wifi connects automatically by oqua - no one does family angst like oqua (go go go, go read it right now)
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Incredible! Oh my god, all of the loaded conversations. This is one of the bet phanfics I've read (though I might have a bit of a preference for personaljourey!Dan fics). I love it.alittledizzy wrote:home is where the wifi connects automatically by oqua - no one does family angst like oqua (go go go, go read it right now)
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Not sure if this should go on the white whale thread or here but its a fic I can't find so I'm going with here lol
I once read this fic where Dan gets into Phil's bed (platonically) and at some point in the night Phil starts cuddling up to him and hands start roaming with no words being exchanged. Its like they're both unsure how far to take it but nobody wanted to break the spell by actually saying anything. Don't think it got as far as full on sex but there was some fumbling fo sho.
They wake up and its kinda awks but they work it out and happyeverafter etc.
Anyone know this one? Kinda run of the mill in terms of description but it was really well written from what I remember, since 'get into my bed' fics can often go down a bit of a teenybopper route.
If I've dreamt this up, if any one of our talented writers would like to take this up as a prompt I would LOVE YOU FOREVER. Frankly even if I'm not making it up I'd still love that. Feel free to take it past fumbling
And yes, I'm talking about smut HELLO MY NAME'S LURKTACULARR AND I HAVE NO SHAME
I once read this fic where Dan gets into Phil's bed (platonically) and at some point in the night Phil starts cuddling up to him and hands start roaming with no words being exchanged. Its like they're both unsure how far to take it but nobody wanted to break the spell by actually saying anything. Don't think it got as far as full on sex but there was some fumbling fo sho.
They wake up and its kinda awks but they work it out and happyeverafter etc.
Anyone know this one? Kinda run of the mill in terms of description but it was really well written from what I remember, since 'get into my bed' fics can often go down a bit of a teenybopper route.
If I've dreamt this up, if any one of our talented writers would like to take this up as a prompt I would LOVE YOU FOREVER. Frankly even if I'm not making it up I'd still love that. Feel free to take it past fumbling
And yes, I'm talking about smut HELLO MY NAME'S LURKTACULARR AND I HAVE NO SHAME
I wonder how biology can explain the physical pain you feel in your chest when all you want to do is talk shit on IDB
Haha funnily enough my newest fic kind of goes with this theme. just saying....Lurktacularr wrote:Not sure if this should go on the white whale thread or here but its a fic I can't find so I'm going with here lol
I once read this fic where Dan gets into Phil's bed (platonically) and at some point in the night Phil starts cuddling up to him and hands start roaming with no words being exchanged. Its like they're both unsure how far to take it but nobody wanted to break the spell by actually saying anything. Don't think it got as far as full on sex but there was some fumbling fo sho.
They wake up and its kinda awks but they work it out and happyeverafter etc.
Anyone know this one? Kinda run of the mill in terms of description but it was really well written from what I remember, since 'get into my bed' fics can often go down a bit of a teenybopper route.
If I've dreamt this up, if any one of our talented writers would like to take this up as a prompt I would LOVE YOU FOREVER. Frankly even if I'm not making it up I'd still love that. Feel free to take it past fumbling![]()
And yes, I'm talking about smut HELLO MY NAME'S LURKTACULARR AND I HAVE NO SHAME
That one sounds good. I'd read it. If you find it let us know. Did you try asking on the catalogue?
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Lurktacularr
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Omg. I await with baited breath. Just try not to make me cry this time mmmmkay??Winston wrote: Haha funnily enough my newest fic kind of goes with this theme. just saying....
That one sounds good. I'd read it. If you find it let us know. Did you try asking on the catalogue?
The catalogue... Quest que c'est?
I wonder how biology can explain the physical pain you feel in your chest when all you want to do is talk shit on IDB
YOU DON'T KNOW THE CATALOGUE? OMG I found that before I found gg. haha It is a blog that acts like a Phan library. And you can ask:
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No promises on not making you cry. It's gonna be a long one it think. I posted it Friday and have 3 chaps up already, 4 will be up soon. Mostly just a bit angsty so far. No crying from the reader...well maybe. Just keep in mind I can not write a sad fic. It goes against my nature.
I, too have no shame. I mean I freaking write that stuff! haha (as you knowLurktacularr wrote:
I once read this fic where Dan gets into Phil's bed (platonically) and at some point in the night Phil starts cuddling up to him and hands start roaming with no words being exchanged. Its like they're both unsure how far to take it but nobody wanted to break the spell by actually saying anything. Don't think it got as far as full on sex but there was some fumbling fo sho.
and if they know they link it to you. Or you can just look in the catalogue under tags,i.e sleeping, bed sharing....
It's on tumblr which I barely am on (really I don't really know how it works..) so if you go there they might help you. If you just google Phanfiction it is right there.
And yes, I'm talking about smut HELLO MY NAME'S LURKTACULARR AND I HAVE NO SHAME
No promises on not making you cry. It's gonna be a long one it think. I posted it Friday and have 3 chaps up already, 4 will be up soon. Mostly just a bit angsty so far. No crying from the reader...well maybe. Just keep in mind I can not write a sad fic. It goes against my nature.
actions speak louder than words
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Lurktacularr
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Winston wrote:YOU DON'T KNOW THE CATALOGUE? OMG I found that before I found gg. haha It is a blog that acts like a Phan library. And you can ask:I, too have no shame. I mean I freaking write that stuff! haha (as you knowLurktacularr wrote:
I once read this fic where Dan gets into Phil's bed (platonically) and at some point in the night Phil starts cuddling up to him and hands start roaming with no words being exchanged. Its like they're both unsure how far to take it but nobody wanted to break the spell by actually saying anything. Don't think it got as far as full on sex but there was some fumbling fo sho.
and if they know they link it to you. Or you can just look in the catalogue under tags,i.e sleeping, bed sharing....
It's on tumblr which I barely am on (really I don't really know how it works..) so if you go there they might help you. If you just google Phanfiction it is right there.
And yes, I'm talking about smut HELLO MY NAME'S LURKTACULARR AND I HAVE NO SHAME)
No promises on not making you cry. It's gonna be a long one it think. I posted it Friday and have 3 chaps up already, 4 will be up soon. Mostly just a bit angsty so far. No crying from the reader...well maybe. Just keep in mind I can not write a sad fic. It goes against my nature.
Ok I just read all 3 and not to be a demanding brat or anything but I NEED MORE GOD DAMN IT WINSTON why must you always pull me in like this!!
I wonder how biology can explain the physical pain you feel in your chest when all you want to do is talk shit on IDB
Lurktacularr, was it Roll the Dice and Swear by ramonaspeaks??? Check out the beginning of the third chapter. (on my phone, sorry for the crap link)
http://archiveofourown.org/works/260749 ... rs/5809775
And check out Winston's current wip, which has a bit of that type of interaction!
eta: I'm an idiot who didn't fully read your posts!
http://archiveofourown.org/works/260749 ... rs/5809775
And check out Winston's current wip, which has a bit of that type of interaction!
eta: I'm an idiot who didn't fully read your posts!
- Lain
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I really enjoyed this proposal fic by deletable_bird: said it was love and did it for life (did it for you)
The author is also participating in this year's Phandom Big Bang, which I'm so ready for! (still salty about the lack of dizzy, though
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The author is also participating in this year's Phandom Big Bang, which I'm so ready for! (still salty about the lack of dizzy, though

Some cute fluff This fic made me squeal into my pillow at its cuteness. An AU where Dan and Phil get married as children, it's so adorable I want to cry. Also I'm a slut for childhood marriage fics especially since I married 4 little boys (not at the same time ) as a kid and am waiting for them to return
http://amazingphilia.tumblr.com/post/12 ... olate-high
Also quick side character rant: why are people like Chris, Jack, Dean, Zoella still side characters even though its been years since they showed any signs of hanging out. The phandom needs to update or make fake names
http://amazingphilia.tumblr.com/post/12 ... olate-high
Also quick side character rant: why are people like Chris, Jack, Dean, Zoella still side characters even though its been years since they showed any signs of hanging out. The phandom needs to update or make fake names

deppy don't socialize, is not the phandom fault, and is easier to use character that are predefine than to create new ones.kuensukki wrote:Some cute fluff This fic made me squeal into my pillow at its cuteness. An AU where Dan and Phil get married as children, it's so adorable I want to cry. Also I'm a slut for childhood marriage fics especially since I married 4 little boys (not at the same time ) as a kid and am waiting for them to return
http://amazingphilia.tumblr.com/post/12 ... olate-high
Also quick side character rant: why are people like Chris, Jack, Dean, Zoella still side characters even though its been years since they showed any signs of hanging out. The phandom needs to update or make fake names

That's truemajitzu wrote:deppy don't socialize, is not the phandom fault, and is easier to use character that are predefine than to create new ones.kuensukki wrote:Some cute fluff This fic made me squeal into my pillow at its cuteness. An AU where Dan and Phil get married as children, it's so adorable I want to cry. Also I'm a slut for childhood marriage fics especially since I married 4 little boys (not at the same time ) as a kid and am waiting for them to return
http://amazingphilia.tumblr.com/post/12 ... olate-high
Also quick side character rant: why are people like Chris, Jack, Dean, Zoella still side characters even though its been years since they showed any signs of hanging out. The phandom needs to update or make fake names

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Lain wrote:I really enjoyed this proposal fic by deletable_bird: said it was love and did it for life (did it for you)
The author is also participating in this year's Phandom Big Bang, which I'm so ready for! (still salty about the lack of dizzy, though)
This was amaaazzzing.



