liola wrote: ↑Wed Jan 03, 2018 6:04 pm
Okay i'm avoiding spoilers like crazy but everyone and their mothers is raving about AMAAF and I've basically stubbornly not started reading it because i'm always scared i will end up hating what's being hyped and tbh I try to stay away from fics about asexuality spectrum because it's usually written really badly but it seems like this isn't the case...
Basically I'm reaching a stress point where I need some good writing to look forward and everyone says amaaf will be it but it's also super long and slow burn so like... can someone convince me to give it a go? Is it gonna ruin my life? I have my last university exam ever in two weeks and a full time job what should I do, is it worth it?
it's worth it.
also, the update, DAMN. I fucking hate waveydnp. She's the worst. I don't want her to make me feel like this.
(I do. I very much do.)
there's spoilers ahead, beware
I had kind of expected for this chapter to be some gentle, not too-far exploration of each other, but that it is "only" Phil wanking to the thought of Dan makes it so much better. It fits the story much more perfectly. This is like
the first time ever he's really enjoyed masturbation, and has also done it while thinking like this about another human, and that's .... big. It's so good that he's on his own to experience this.
I love that Sarah hinted that it's gonna be a while until Dan and Phil are sexual together, and I love that too.
It kills me that she keeps surprising me even though I kind of exactly know where all of this is going.
(I am also on team not-knowing-the-upload-schedule btw. easy to do as a student who has no concept of the days in the week. also incredibly wonderful because it makes me squeal in delight at the surprise of an update e-mail.)