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I forgot to say hi, so... hi?

Posted: Fri Sep 23, 2016 11:07 pm
by MultipleKitty
I should have actually read some introductions before posting my own but.. too late now.

I'm Hannah (mostly), I look and act like I'm a teenager but I actually am 25/27 (seriously, we'll just say 26), I'm not sure what to say exactly. I got into Deppy around 2010 so I wasn't around for pre-2009 Phil, although I've seen all the videos that others have saved.
I'm a PhilGirl/ Philion (what happened to Philions and Danosaurs?), and I 100 % believe in Phan (ChurchOfPhan). No, but seriously I think they are together and have been since 2009, I thought it was a fun idea to ship before I saw Voldy but that cemented it and have no doubts.

I'm a Mummy :) my Baby is my life although, he is TWO in 3-4 (depending on if I take longer than 20 mins to write this and it turns into the next day?) days so not a baby baby any longer. I co-parent as I need to have 24 hour supervision to help with my Dyspraxia and various Mental Health issues. (...reading this it sounds like I'm dangerous to be around, I wish I could explain it better but I am not a danger to my son... sorry, I'm so paranoid about sounding like a bad mum.)

I know my Mental Health issues are not me, but they are a huge part of me.
Trigger Warning :
I have C-PTSD and DID, if you don't know what they are - Complex PTSD is PTSD stemmed from more than one "event" and DID used to be called MPD which is Multiple Personality Disorder. I sometimes act younger than my age, I don't identify with my age and I KNOW what age I am and what age I am inside - the two don't correlate. I barely leave the house (and never alone), I have Anorexia Nervosa and I assume some sort of Depression with Insomnia as I don't sleep and spend the night crying but at least I'm always online.
I basically spend my entire life watching/reading all things Deppy, and if there's anything you want to know.. in fact I'll probably edit this later because I'm far too paranoid about sounding "crazy" even if my truth is different from most people's.

I really don't like capital letters and I don't know where damn apostrophes go, even though I speak English as my {only} language.

Brief interlude whilst I figure out how to attach the various "Smilies":


Re: I forgot to say hi, so... hi?

Posted: Fri Sep 23, 2016 11:42 pm
by spider
You are not a bad mother for having mental illnesses. You would not be a bad mother for having another kind of illness so why would mental illness be different?

:welcome:

Re: I forgot to say hi, so... hi?

Posted: Fri Sep 23, 2016 11:55 pm
by Winston
spider wrote:You are not a bad mother for having mental illnesses. You would not be a bad mother for having another kind of illness so why would mental illness be different?

:welcome:

Agreed wholeheartedly!

Welcome MultipleKitty, I hope you like it here! If your deppy trash, this is the place to be.

Re: I forgot to say hi, so... hi?

Posted: Sat Sep 24, 2016 2:40 am
by majitzu
Welcome :)

What is really and age, how are you suppose to act in a certain way because you have live more time ¿¿?? if you are responsible that's all that matter i guess. Anyway welcome here again :D

Re: I forgot to say hi, so... hi?

Posted: Sat Sep 24, 2016 8:15 am
by Ticia
You're way more than your mental illnesses, indeed AND you sound like a good mum to me, too! I really don't know how mums are able to keep up with this forum and their lives, so kudos to you.